Today, my decision about topics comes down to two choices, both born of recent posts or replies to comments: 1) Bad Thought and Behavior Habits and how hard it is to change them; or 2) Discontinuing Psychiatric Drugs and how it is made difficult by receptor downregulation. The first has to do with why I often ignore the things that have been taught to me about how to be healthy. The second is about why I get so depressed when I try to stop (e.g.) Cymbalta. Then I realized that the two are related. They both have to do with fixed patterns of response in the brain. So this essay deals with both those issues. It is long (despite my resolution to keep posts under 500 words), and involves some physiology. But I think the connection between habits, drugs, and changes in the brain lies at the heart of many difficult emotional problems.
Of course, science understands drugs better than habits. When a negative behavior becomes habitual, so that we repeatedly cave in to it rather than do the harder thing that will make us feel better in the long run, millions (or billions) of cells across the brain may get involved. Many complicated neural centers of thought and action determine such bad habits. On the other hand, when our brains become habituated to the effects of psychiatric medications, the problem largely can be explained by changes in the levels of one or a few proteins. Since I know little about the psychology behind habits and resistance to change, most of this post will focus on receptors. I will try to draw (hopefully not make up) parallels between the brain’s adjustment to pharmaceuticals and its development of habits.
Many people on psychiatric medications have found that a drug may improve ‘symptoms’ after a few weeks, but then gradually works less and less well. This happens, in part, because the body reduces the number of receptor-proteins that respond to that drug, or to one of the natural chemicals the drug increases.
I started my medication odyssey with Prozac (fluoxetine). This drug blocks the removal (reuptake) of serotonin from the synapses in parts of the brain that use serotonin as a signalling molecule. The synapse is the small area that separates the pre-synaptic cell that sends a signal, in this case one carried by serotonin, from the post-synaptic cell that receives it. Removing the released serotonin from the space between the cells–the synapse–attenuates the message, so that it is time-limited, and doesn’t just go on ‘forever’. Since compared to earlier antidepressants Prozac is relatively selective in blocking reuptake of serotonin–but not other transmitters, it is an example of the SSRI class: Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors.
Under normal circumstances, the pre-synaptic cell releases serotonin, but then sucks it back out of the synapse using ‘reuptake’ proteins. Without the reuptake mechanism, serotonin would persist in the cleft for much longer times, and at higher concentrations, than normal. In fact, Prozac accomplishes exactly that: it blocks the reuptake protein and so causes an increase in synaptic serotonin.
As an aside, only about one-thousandth of one percent of brain nerve cells use serotonin to send signals. Despite their small numbers, serotonin neurons affect many different parts of the brain. That explains, in part, why they have unwanted side effects: areas of the nervous system we’d rather not mess with (like parts mediating sexual response) are modulated by serotonin, just like the parts that alter moods. Another important point is that to date there is no evidence that depression results from an actual deficiency in serotonin levels, even though increasing serotonin activity does elevate moods.
So why does Prozac often quit working over time? In part, it may be because the cells respond to abnormal increases in serotonin by reducing the number of post-synaptic receptors for that transmitter. It’s kind of like what happens with noise. If you want to hear something really faint, like a soft whisper, you cup your hand behind your ear to increase your ability to make out the words. As the person speaks louder, you remove your hand because it’s not so hard to detect their voice anymore. If they start yelling, you might even plug your ears to tone down the volume. The post-synaptic neuron that detects the serotonin signal no longer has to listen so hard. So it reduces the number of proteins in its cell membrane that ‘hear’ the serotonin molecule. And the drug that increases serotonin, and that once had terrific effectiveness, now has less.
Naturally, there are complicating factors. For instance, Prozac may have an immediate stimulating effect, but much of its antidepressant activity is delayed by several weeks. This is thought to be due to changes in receptor numbers on the pre-synaptic cell. I won’t go into this wrinkle, because it does not change the basic fact that eventually serotonin levels increase, and that soon after the system adjusts to the elevated transmitter levels. Regardless of the details, the end result is that the brain settles back toward its natural state. It adapts to the increase in transmitter by reducing its sensitivity.
What happens when you stop the Prozac? At this point, your neurons are accustomed to increased serotonin levels. What was once abnormally high is now, according to your brain, the right amount. When you take the (reuptake inhibiting) drug away, reuptake goes back up, which (probably along with other changes) reduces synaptic serotonin. Since the brain has adapted to high serotonin, this reduction (back to levels that once were normal) feels like a deficiency. The serotonin system is under-stimulated, and you feel depressed. And because serotonin neurons are so widespread, other withdrawal symptoms are not uncommon. You might even be more depressed than when you first started Prozac. If you can weather the depression without killing yourself, there is a pretty good chance that your neurons will return to their original condition. Or maybe not. There is also a risk that not all of the changes are reversible. One line of evidence that suggests receptor downregulation may sometimes be irreversible comes from the fact that some people have long-term sexual dysfunction that continues after SSRI agents have been discontinued.
Either way, the habituation of your brain to the presence of Prozac (and other SSRIs) makes it a difficult drug to stop. The same thing happens with heroin users: the number of opiate receptors drops, and the addict feels horrible if her or she can’t get enough heroin. (In the brain, ‘opiate’ receptors normally detect peptides called endorphins; heroin and related drugs stimulate those receptors and thereby promote analgesia and euphoria.) Hence they have trouble springing back from ‘receptor downregulation’ just like Prozac users. A common name for this is ‘addiction’. For obvious reasons, drug companies and psychiatrists resist applying this term to the withdrawal symptoms people have when psychiatric drugs like SSRIs are stopped.
Now, back to habits. Could it be that similar adaptations to signal strength, protein levels, and other features in various parts of the brain account for why habits are so hard to break? When we try to alter our behavior away from the established pattern, do we experience a seeming deficit in some chemical important to feelings of well-being? This mechanism must be operative in bad habits involving substance abuse, like cigarette addiction. But would it be extending the analogy too far to suggest it explains my habit of retreating into depression after minor setbacks? Or how I avoid doing the things that I know will gradually lead to less depression (e.g., distraction, exercise, positive self-talk), and instead curl up in a darkened room because it somehow feels better at that moment?
To answer that, one confronts the question of whether all of our decisions result from neuronal activity. Surprisingly (to me) not all scientists agree with that notion, or at least not entirely. Jeffrey Schwartz, MD, published a book in 2002 with reporter Sharon Begley called, The Mind and Brain: Neuroplasticity and the Power of Mental Force. In it, he uses obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) as a model for how the mind and brain interact. On the one hand, he reports that PET imaging data imply that OCD results from faulty action patterns in the frontal lobe. he goes on to show how entraining OCD patients (via CBT techniques) with new behaviors changes those circuits, and that the better the patients become, the ‘better’ the circuits look. This supports the idea that bad habits can result from changes in neuronal circuitry (note that OCD behaviors are particularly bad and pernicious; I want to reassure OCD sufferers that I am not saying their condition is something you can just ‘quit’ like cigarette smoking–hard as that is).
(Note: these images taken from the site linked by clicking on them. They were not obtained via CC license. Since they are promotional pictures on an OCD clinic’s website, and this is a mental health blog, I assume the developers would not mind. I do not have any affiliation with that organization, by the way.)
Schwartz also conveys the optimistic message that with training and intention we can change cellular connections. In other words, we can physically alter our brains to improve our lives (which brings up the giant topic of neuroplasticity, a subject for another blog). So Schwartz agrees that structural and functional elements in the brain determine habits, and that changing those elements is the key to improvement.
On the other hand, however, he argues that the intention to change behavior (and hence the brain), originates from something outside the physical structure of the nervous system: a so-called ‘mental force’. He is doing nothing less than postulating a new physical entity to add to the nuclear strong, nuclear weak, electromagnetic and gravitational forces already known by physicists. His argument is well-constructed, though it fails to convince me. (That does not mean I don’t believe in forces outside of matter, only that his reasoning and supporting data are insufficient to establish non-material forces acting in this instance.)
Whether intention originates in neuronal tissue or outside of it, it is nevertheless clear that behavior is grounded in the brain, that we can and often do change our behavior, and that doing so probably involves changing the structure and/or function of neural circuits. My whole reason for this long discussion is to make the point that while drugs quickly and efficiently change synapses and brain circuits, we can do the same thing (more slowly) with willpower, training, and practice. Breaking the habits that promote depression is then not all that different from recovering from long-term use of psychiatric drugs, although it is probably easier. In both instances we need to readjust synaptic activity.
Cognitive research has shown that to some extent persistent depression is about bad habits of thought and action. If we can break those habits, we can reduce depression. It may even be that improving thought and behavior increases brain serotonin activity, just like Prozac. However, unlike using a synthetic drug, in this case the neurotransmitter gets increased in just the right locations, not the whole brain. There is no problem with, for instance, anorgasmia or weight gain. We can accomplish the same thing as drugs, but without the side effects. It just takes the desire to change, and enough motivation to step off the easy and well-worn path. One needs to muster the courage to forge new trails and conquer new horizons. But drugs are not required.
Medications all-too-often only provide temporary relief. In some cases, a period of drug-mediated improvement in depression can give one the solid ground needed to step in a new direction. After that, the ideal decision would be to withdraw the drug in short order. I believe medications can play a useful, even vital role. But pharmaceutical agents can not, and should not be the only compass used to find a new way to live. Lifelong treatment with psychiatric medications is questionable, and despite what we are led to believe, most pharmaceutical agents lack scientific evidence of usefulness over long term treatment. So if drugs are used at all, they should be used in the lowest number, at the lowest doses, and for the shortest time possible. It takes much effort and time to change neural pathways without drugs, but the improvement is longer lasting, without side effects, and far more natural.
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anonymous at http://YourWebsite
fascinating! You explain things really well, in a way that a non-medic can understand.
Posted at July 30, 2009 on 3:14am.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
Thank you. I’m glad you enjoyed it. Especially given the numerous problems the links. I posted the piece late at night, after working on it all day. The links were added last, and I obviously messed them up. Hopefully they are fixed now
Posted at July 30, 2009 on 7:20am.
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Milo at http://likopoliom.blogspot.com
Will, for me going off anti psychotics (I went off them cold turkey) was the hardest thing I ever did. I think that no one should ever underestimate the sheer will and strength of human spirit. The desire of wanting to live, wanting to be there…
I am having a hard time explaining it… but the stuff that dreams are made of…
hope i made sense (sorry if i didn’t!)
all my best wishes
Milo
Posted at July 30, 2009 on 7:51am.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
Your words make sense. They speak to heart, mind, and soul.
Posted at July 30, 2009 on 7:57am.
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Lili at http://YourWebsite
This article is incredible. Thank you. Though I’m not coming off AD’s the AP titration that I’m going through is just intense madness. When I am finished with this epic,epic battle I’m going to research everything I can find on Seroquel addiction and detox.
Posted at November 6, 2009 on 12:37am.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
Lili–
Getting off the antipsychotics took me from a state where I made no progress, and lived in a deadened haze, to a place where I could begin to actually improve my attitude, emotions, and life. Personally, I think that class of drugs is literally poison when not used to control active and life-damaging psychosis, the supposed reason the group was designed. In any other situation the drugs are little more than sedatives with devastating side effects.
Antidepressants are a trickier bunch. They absolutely can help a significant percentage (though not all) of the depressed population, at least in the short term. But I have known too many patients who got terrific early benefit, but then over subsequent months settled back into depression. Only now they cannot stop the drug(s) without feeling worse than ever—the point of the post you comment on. I continue to take an antidepressant (bupropion,) but I truly doubt my mood is any better than if I had never started any drug in this class. Psychiatrists and others sometimes insist antidepressants prevent suicide, giving the impression one is reckless to oppose these agents, but the evidence for such a benefit is essentially nil. There are just as many, if not more, data to suggest the opposite: that suicidal thoughts increase with the drugs. I used to get into extended online debates about this issue, but then decided to let it go. The side effects, while not insignificant, are not usually life-threatening (unlike the obesity, high cholesterol, and diabetes caused by atypical antipsychotics.) And for someone in the throes of an awful depression, they do at least lessen the burden for a while. Maybe that can be enough to let the person start working on more long term solutions. I dislike the common policy of continuing the drugs for life, like vitamins. But as I admit, I still take an antidepressant, at least for now.
My general belief is that all psychiatric drugs are poorly understood, over-touted, and freighted with side effects that we as mental health patients are expected to endure with only thin evidence for effectiveness. That said, I know one young person (and have met countless like him,) who is able to hold an impressive job if he takes risperidone, but completely loses touch with reality and cannot work at all if he does not. There are no easy answers. But then, there seldom are in life.
I truly appreciate the fact that you are looking at my old entries. I wrote all this stuff in hopes it would aid people, and it gratifies me when others find it interesting and/or helpful.
–Will
Posted at November 6, 2009 on 4:29pm.
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Grateful Dave – (not DEAD) at http://YourWebsite
Hey Will – Thanks for this Prozac Post. I just found it! We have talked about this issue but this writing really helps me understand Prozac so much more. Thanks!! I understand why I need to take my time when D/Cing my “Addiction” to Prozac. I have been on the stuff now for over 15 years!!
Grateful Dave – (not DEAD!)
Posted at March 13, 2010 on 7:52pm.
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E-L at http://YourWebsite
It’s not often that I can relate to another person’s description of their internal state for the specific attributes I find myself readily recognizing when reading your essays. This post is an example but its not the topic of psychiatric medication’s efficacy, long term cost or behavior modification–although I share the experience of physiological dependence on the prescriptive servitude I began 12 years ago to Effexor–it’s the thought process you use, the conclusions described, and the vulnerabilities made visible. I rarely resonate at that level with someone’s words. It does make it a compelling motivator to continue reading to determine if that feeling persists beyond whatever I have projected is consciously understood as such. For what it’s worth, I personally would have enjoyed this post being much longer. If you are limiting the length of your writings to placate those who may have expressed disapproval of lengthy posts, emails or similar writings, I hope you will entertain the possibility that their disapproval is not really relevant to anything beyond what they prefer and since their preference differs fundamentally from the preference of, say, myself, perhaps it would be more fruitful to focus on those who appreciate and want more of your natural communication style. This would be a ‘strength-centric’ approach instead of an apologetic one. I’ll stop there. I could probably discuss this subject and others for days on end, and won’t encourage myself any further
Posted at April 29, 2011 on 1:21am.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
E-L–
This was an especially long post, so I’m glad to hear it didn’t put you off. My reason for trying to keep the essays short has to do with what one often hears: people won’t read long blog posts. I’m not sure what evidence supports this accepted wisdom, but I’ve come across it several times. I have to admit to being someone myself who tends to skim over blog posts beyond a certain length. On the other hand, keeping a piece short strongly constrains the depth to which one can explore an issue.
As for meds: it has taken me nearly three years, but I am finally off all of them. So it can be done. The taper has been difficult at times, but getting free of the drugs has been worth it. I’m feeling much more emotion, and have a sense of self-efficacy I lacked while medicated. It’s important to emphasize that if I tried to go too fast the moods became more than I could handle. But by reducing the pills slowly, and gradually adapting to my restored emotionality, I succeeded. It helped to find a supportive psychiatrist.
Thanks for the comment.
–Will
Posted at April 29, 2011 on 3:14am.