At the end of the last essay, I floated a possibility that’s been on my mind for some time: the simultaneous existence and nonexistence of God. The reader can reasonably ask: How could this make any sense at all?
To begin, allow me to point out that God actually does exist in at least two undeniable ways. First, the experience of God is real. This I assert from firsthand knowledge, but there have been countless independent descriptions of encounters with God. Whether in the form of apparition, voice, or mere sense of presence, millions of people have entered transformational states of mind that felt exactly like Godly visitations. The ultimate meaning of these experiences can be questioned, but not their occurrence. Yes, they may simply point to neurologic activity that simulates a sense of divinity. But for the person who enters such a numinous frame of being, there can be little question that it is highly significant, if not life-changing. The God experience happens.
The second sense in which God certainly exists is as a meme: an idea with high transmittable potency. The concept of God is so alluring it endures no matter how much scientific materialism works to undermine it. People want or even need to believe in a spiritual principle. Not everyone demands the personal sort of God we read about in the Bible, but a large majority of us want to believe in sacred forces underpinning human life. The powerful idea of God has driven many historical events, with consequences both lovely (e.g., renaissance art) and terrible (e.g., the inquisition). God as a concept has had substantial impact on humanity, and so must be granted a measure of ontological reality.
So God clearly exists in the human mind and culture, but does it exist independently? Was there any God quality in the cosmos before there were people to conceive of it? This, obviously, is a more difficult question.
First, let’s work out what we would consider a ‘God quality.’ There are many definitions of God, ranging from a white-bearded man on a throne in heaven to a diffuse sacredness that permeates everything but has no independent or even conscious existence. For the purposes of this discussion, I’m going to define ‘God’ to mean a global awareness that originates outside the material brain and nervous system.
The most adventuresome scientifically-informed philosophers propose that pervasive cosmic information flow could arise via quantum mechanical means. Specifically, a pixelated pseudo-vacuum at the Planck (i.e., vanishingly minute) scale would manifest changing states at the depths of reality that might permit data storage and processing independent of biological form. I find such arguments interesting and plausible. They by no means prove the existence of such cosmic computing, but they permit it.
So we have a somewhat plausible mechanism whereby computing and memory might occur outside biological (and silicon) form. This activity is postulated to be holographic across the cosmos, so that every component of the universe would have access to the entire matrix of embedded information, albeit with reduced resolution. Thus, each human brain may float immersed in this cosmic information pool, and could potentially access vast amounts of accumulated wisdom.
How would this information appear, once accessed? To a Christian mystic, it might appear as a luminous being radiating infinite love. To a Native American, a totem animal might be recognized as laden with mystery and power. A Buddhist adept might observe a disintegration of ordinary formed existence, with ultimate reality emerging as a conditioned and impermanent whole. To an Einstein, busily working his equations in the patent office, the encounter might take the form of an astounding and elegant mathematical solution to a difficult problem. To an atheist, nothing might ever appear at all.
Remember I defined ‘God’ as an awareness that originates external to the material brain. By this proposed model, the information matrix exists outside the brain, but encounters with Godlike awareness occur within it. Some of people described above, if their experiences arose in the proposed fashion, would encounter God by this definition. For them and them only, God exists. Thus, God would exist for the Christian, but not for the atheist. The heightened animal wisdom seen by the Native American is something we could embrace as God. Einstein’s writings make clear his appreciation of sacredness in his work, but it’s not clear that he believed in or experienced an actual divine consciousness. The Buddhist meditative state is certainly numinous, but does not involve a focused, externalized presence and so probably would not qualify as a manifest God.
Thus, if there is indeed a deeply buried stratum of information stored in the universe, a human brain might at times be able to tap into it in a way that appears as concentrated cosmic consciousness, i.e., God. In this view, God is a pervasive and omniscient quantum data stream that originates outside the brain, but depends on a permissive human mind for manifestation in discrete or personal form.
Of course, dogmatic materialists will scoff at this argument. Those of us who explore novel ideas tend to get ridiculed by those threatened by outside-the-box thinking. Nevertheless, I assert that this is all possible even if unprovable.
Furthermore, the religious believer will insist that God is not merely an awareness, but also an agency. God doesn’t just observe the cosmos, He directs it. We can negotiate a way out of this looming conflict, however. If the information matrix exists as suggested, it lies embedded within all matter/energy and all space/time. Everything we observe happens as a consequence of energetic and material activity that occurs several levels above this pixelated ground of being. To the materialist and rationalist, all events appear random. Such a person can reasonably point to stochastic processes bubbling up through quantum uncertainty as determining the evolution of life and the universe at large. On the other hand, the devout person could insist that the randomness is only an appearance, and that in fact the Ground of Being ultimately determines how history expresses itself: what appears random is actually guided by the deeper pool of information. Both views could be defended. By the argument developed above, both views might even be true for the ones who hold them.
The good thing about this model is that it would release us from the prison of either-or thinking. We would no longer have to debate whether God exists in the way proposed by the faithful. We can grant that they experience such a being. We can likewise grant that for others, the universe never displays any sacred presence along those lines. For each of us, Beauty appears in the form we most appreciate.
14 February 2012. A relative of mine expressed interest in this essay as someone who experiences spiritual manifestations beyond those that suggest God in the usual sense of the word. I therefore extended the original posting, as shown above, with the following appended paragraphs:
Of course, Spiritual experiences extend beyond those that bring to mind God as defined above. Angels, ghosts, deja vu, precognition, clairvoyance, serendipity and many other phenomena are encountered regularly. The skeptical stance on these claims is that they are products of dream-states, imagination, fraud, or random coincidence. But if the cosmos does store information in the manner described, or in any equivalent fashion, then our brains may be able to access that data. We wouldn’t expect, and don’t find, that this information would come online in raw form. It would be far more likely to show up as images, archetypes, visitations, intuitions, and so on. The conscious regions of our brains work with visual imagery, symbolism, social interaction, and emotional valence. Only the lower pre-conscious parts of the nervous system process raw data. All manner of spiritual experience could thus be considered moments of discourse with the deep memory of creation: the mind of God, so to speak.
I realize that much of this discussion sounds dry. It may seem to rob mystical states of their sacred nature, but this is not at all my intent. I’m merely trying to explain, in a scientifically plausible (though highly speculative) way how different people can experience transcendent life in such diverging ways. And why people of a particular faith regularly discover manifestations of higher reality that match the tenets of their religion, a fact which confirms their beliefs (not necessarily a bad thing), but sometimes reinforces their rejection of alternate viewpoints (leading to wars, inquisitions, and all the negativity that organized faiths have sometimes caused).
If the skeptics are wrong, as I believe, then there must be an explanation for spiritual life that fits with the empirical findings of science. This isn’t to suggest that experimental and theoretical work in the scientific arena can provide us the best description of higher realms; only that the cosmos must be of one cloth. It seems highly unlikely to me that spiritual reality would stand completely outside the capacity of observational work on a material plane. Instead, I suspect that we have yet much to learn about the nature (and spirit) of matter itself.
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Laurie at http://YourWebsite
Thank you, very interesting…
Posted at August 8, 2011 on 9:32am.
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Denise Douros at http://studiowithoutwalls.org
If only, Will!
If only our united bretheren of humankind
could agree on such a proposal, if only our united bretheren of humankind could agree on cease firings and end all wars and social, ehtical, economic, etcetera, etcetera conflicts and wars, IF ONLY OUR UNITED BRETHEREN OF HUMANKIND COULD AGREE THAT THIS PLANET IS METAMORPHISIZING AND GLOBAL WARMING ISSUES DON’T EVEN TOUCH THAT ICEBERG, if only Gods would gather…. Surely they would Laugh at us!
Great Write/Greater Discussion! Thanks Will… enjoyed this one!
Posted at August 8, 2011 on 4:50pm.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
Denise–
Yes, it’s easier to devise better ways of thinking than it is to get people to adopt them. But we have to start somewhere.
–Will
Posted at August 8, 2011 on 7:09pm.
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Anna at http://YourWebsite
“Yes and No” seems well-grounded and I, personally, do not have problems accepting it.
difficult to put it another way) that there is a contradiction between a particle and a wave. But this is just one layer of knowledge. The multi-layered intelligence is not likely to stop there; it is likely to follow that tiny doubt that remained stuck somewhere out of the rational mind – but within awareness. Then it is likely to discover the next layer where not contradiction lies but unity – a particle and a wave are forms of existence of energy! Putting it shortly; the multi-layered awareness has the potential to perceive and understand the multi-layered reality.
I can, however, put forward another perspective; namely, not even asking if the God exists.
It is not true that the Buddhist meditative state sidesteps awareness. Actually, meditation was devised as a means to achieve ultimate (or, to be more specific, according to my experience) multi-layered awareness, e.g. an awareness that integrates basic instinctual, bodily, sensory, emotional and rational perception, as well as the sensation of unity with the world, etc. (distinction is conditional and more “types of perception” may be defined).
I would designate it by the name “intuitive awareness or intuitive cognition”. When we are in touch with it, it can assure our well- being in harmony with the well-being of the world around. It can also issue early warnings of dangerous people and dangerous situations we are heading to. It can also lead us out of desert and disaster whenever we find ourselves in. The crucial point is “to be in touch with our intuitive awareness” – meditation is a means to achieve this and to have it at hand when dealing with life.
I have never met anyone who is fully in touch with his/her intuitive awareness. It is being submitted to torture and confusion as soon as we were born – twisted and deformed by our parents, society, close environment, etc. We are abused or “negotiated” and manipulated (which equals abuse) to fit into the scenarios which were prepared for us by others, thus made to abandon our intuitive awareness.
Rational mind is particularly vulnerable to manipulations, so are emotions and beliefs.
A rational mind would believe (huh
Going back to God’s existence; a human being who feels comfortable on earth and whose multi-layered intelligence make him/her aware of the world around with all its contradictions and unity, thus enabling him/her to act in a good enough way, simply does not need to ask this question. He/she is the God in this world – he/she doesn’t need to objectify certain aspects of his/her psyche and to look for confirmation of their existence.
Posted at August 9, 2011 on 7:03am.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
Anna–
Of course Buddhists do not at all sidestep awareness. What I meant, and what I have now clarified in the essay, is that they do not see a focused cosmic consciousness that exists in the way Westerners conceive God. They experience awareness without seeing it as discrete or personal or separate from their own mind. Hence it is not Godly by my definition. I appreciate your catching the inaccuracy in my phrasing.
There are many paths to higher sanity. One route is to seek answers within the rational mind while recognizing that reason is only a crude tool for understanding the cosmos and not the sole or best vehicle for realization. Another approach is to decide that because of reason’s shortcomings, it is better to minimize its role and seek spiritual growth on the basis of direct nonverbal experience. These are essentially preferences and do not point to a single best path for all. Not everyone feels moved to ask questions about the ultimate nature of reality on their path to transcendence, but some do. With or without such questions, the committed person can grow and realize his or her truest and purest nature.
The multilayered approach is what I’m driving it in all my writing, though perhaps we see it in slightly different lights. I say, use reason for its strengths and other modes of awareness for theirs. That means asking the questions, seeking the answers, but all the time recognizing that anything framed in verbal, rational terms is but a crude representation of ultimate nature. So I would not agree that the multilayered person does not need to ask the questions; rather, he or she asks, but takes the answers as only small pebbles on the broad shore of understanding.
Thank you for the comment.
–Will
Posted at August 9, 2011 on 7:27am.
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Leslie K at http://YourWebsite
I was wondering what you though about the notion implied in this article?
http://www.dailyrx.com/news-article/positive-activity-interventions-uncovers-depressive-symptoms-14747.html
“Simple positive acts, such as counting your blessings, practicing optimism and performing acts of kindness, are found to be effective remedies against depression, with lasting improvements for six months.”
I often read this blog and others about mental health and folks in recovery not only for the sense of community but for the sometimes rounded and positive outlook those in and after CBT have. Surrounding myself with what I want to emulate.
Posted at August 10, 2011 on 7:44am.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
Leslie–
The approach described by that essay sounds very similar to the strategies advocated by Martin Seligman and the Positive Psychology movement, and I suspect the authors of the piece would consider themselves proponents of Positive Psychology. I think there is much to be said for its approach: optimism, cleaving to deep values, playing to signature strengths, and so on. The part that gets left out, however, is the motivation. For many who feel very beaten down by life, the first obstacle to overcome is the sense of not deserving better. Only when one decides to actively fight this despair can one begin to adopt the positive psychology practices. Of course, there is a reinforcing feedback cycle: the more one practices positivism, the more one feels worthy of more. But that initial inertia can be a major challenge. It is here, perhaps, that some sort of spiritual depth is needed, some sense that all lives, including one’s own, are beautiful and valuable. Thank you for the comment and for pointing readers to the valuable article.
–Will
Posted at August 10, 2011 on 9:23am.
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Anna at http://YourWebsite
Basically, I didn’t say one doesn’t need to ask questions; quite the contrary
What I meant is that “Does God exist?” may not be the right question. I’ll try to put into words the implicit considerations that made me write that.
Having in mind the intense emotional charge with which this question is loaded, one has grounds to suppose that what underlies this seek is not a scientific or whatever curiosity (mainly) but unsolved emotional issues, related to the way we interact with the world, e.g. the right question may be “God and I” or “Me and the world”.
My supposition is that a person whose intuitive awareness assures for him/her harmonious interaction with God/the world, doesn’t need to ask this question because he doesn’t have these emotional issues pending. This is not a utopian vision, as we all know that there are spheres in which we function harmoniously and without hitches – these are the spheres in which we didn’t lose or have restored our intuitive awareness.
In other spheres we are missing it – it has been twisted, perverted or simply killed off by some people we had to interact with in our formative years. Therefore, unfolding the pages of our personal history and see how this intuitive awareness has been formed and deformed can yield more relevant answers.
Posted at August 11, 2011 on 5:06am.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
Anna–
Although I recognize the emotional loading in the word ‘God,’ I personally don’t find the term that explosive. Having been raised as an atheist, I don’t feel strongly invested in any particular concept of spirituality or deity. So although in many cases there may be unresolved issues of trauma and unmet needs underlying the question, I’m approaching it mainly out of 1: curiosity and 2: a desire to reconcile the tremendous disagreement among people on this issue. In terms of curiosity, it seems like a perfectly exciting question to ask: does the universe support a focused conscious awareness outside the material brain? In terms of reconciliation, it seems like an important goal: discover a way that everyone might be proven right, at least partially. So for me it is exactly the right question, and not one based on deep unresolved emotional or psychic wounds. But I grant that it may be the wrong question for others. As for intuitive awareness, such is generally preferable to intellectual understanding, but as you implied in an earlier comment, there is much to be said for a multilayered approach that employs all capabilities of mental life in service of growth. Thanks for the comment.
–Will
Posted at August 11, 2011 on 5:50am.
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SaraJoyM at http://tempibones.blogspot.com
Regarding Buddhism and awareness: If one is a Buddhist by culture vs conversion then awareness is built into the perception of their reality. If a Buddhist did ponder self-awareness their focus would be driven by the Self, thus becoming egocentric. Since they do not value this view, they do not live it either. We ponder the Self because we are outside of awareness looking in. Think about how there are no indigenous words for ‘thank you’ in all the diversity of Native American languages. The concept of gratitude is implied in their everyday experiences. They reciprocate instead of using words. Outwardly giving thanks draws attention to the self and concludes, through self obsessing thought, that It has some kind of awareness. We don’t realize how arrogant that appears. Yet neither cultures would judge us for thinking that way… Until we act against the natural order of things… as they see it. You know, that whole idea that man can conquer nature, and that we are somehow not ‘part’ of nature but rather ‘above’ it. We live with that warped perception. It’s built into all that we think and do. –Not all people have this mutation. Once we are aware that we are aware (meta-cognition) we have a responsibility to adjust our judgments accordingly. It appears to me that we cripple ourselves with over analyses of insignificant details related to EVERYTHING. (Nothing but love for you & this blog!)
Posted at August 13, 2011 on 3:47pm.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
SaraJoyM–
I agree with most of what you’ve said. As far as over-analysis is concerned, however, I think for some Westerners (like me) it can be necessary to engage the engines of analysis in service of realization. In my own case, after deciding to practice acupuncture I spent about a year reading interpretations of quantum mechanics that support the idea of pervasive consciousness, studies of research into so-called ‘psi’ abilities, and many analyses of spirituality written by people who want to dovetail mystical principles with scientific data. I ended up persuaded that with the correct understanding of science there is no contradiction between mysticism and empirically validated theory. Only dogmatic materialists find conflict between the scientific and mystical world views. Once my rational mind felt convinced, I was able to release the analysis so that I no longer concern myself so much with the details of theory and can attend much more to nonverbal experience of higher planes and states of mind. But that step of satisfying reason was vital to my growth. After all, I was raised as an atheist by a consummate scientist who valued mathematical reasoning above all other modes of thought. I needed to bring that huge influence on my personality to the table in order to feel authentic in writing and practicing with ‘out there’ concepts, like subtle energy and acupuncture. I don’t think reason is an enemy to this work, but it needs to be a grunt worker in service of the larger cause, not an executive making the important decisions.
–Will
Posted at August 13, 2011 on 4:37pm.
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SaraJoyM at http://tempibones.blogspot.com
I totally get what you’re saying and appreciate you sharing your background. Analyses of my experience of the world has been an ongoing unfolding of consciousness, since childhood. My perception of the world develops from a place of extreme marginality (plus 60s TV, Vietnam, NoNukes, and 2nd generation immigrants.) and my adventures as a nomadic young person living without. I had all this experiential knowledge but no structure, no credibility. The validation of others told me my perceptions were keen. I continued exploring every opportunity to examine human interaction. At 30, a single-mom, I ended up going to school because that was best for everyone. School gave me the structure I needed and the capacity to communicate with people such as yourself. In ten years, I achieved an AA, BA, MA and teaching credentials while raising 3 children and living well below the poverty line. In my life, I’ve been privileged to work with, and teach, people from all over the world right here in California. Always an activist for the underdog, I find the Good in everything… even if it takes awhile. Optimistic, believer in human potential to solve any problem we create, and the oneness of Being, which I understood before ever reading about it. It’s no accident that populations who don’t read come to the same understanding about their relationship with God and their environment, and do it sooner than those who use books and technology (aka science). Human artifacts get in our way of Truth. It seems the closer one lives to a natural like, I mean in the dirt, the closer one is to their understanding of God. Knowing this, as one “outside of awareness looking in” means I have a responsibility to be more compassionate, more forgiving, and more open to possibilities because I know that I am at the mercy of cultural limitations. That is why I push the boundaries of the norm. That is why sometimes I am used as another person’s Karma. We all are, and we all have our place. We’re just observing and analyzing the experience of Being. Background is so helpful in limiting assumptions. Thanks for reading my gibberish.
Posted at August 14, 2011 on 12:24pm.
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Will at http://willspirit.com
SaraJoyM–
I’m glad to learn more about your journey. Your achieving academic success while working as a mom is impressive. You obviously studied hard and have thought deeply about these issues. Thank you for reading and commenting.
Blessings,
–Will
Posted at August 14, 2011 on 9:39pm.
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SaraJoyM at http://tempibones.blogspot.com
Thank you, Will. Very kind of you to say. Likely I’ll continue reading and commenting on your engaging perspective. Blessings.
Posted at August 17, 2011 on 9:33am.