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A former physician writes about mental health and recovery using insights from life, science, and spiritual practice.








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    • Dear Visitors:
      Although I trained and practiced as a physician, my background does not include formal instruction in psychiatry beyond basic medical education. This journal presents ideas about treatment philosophy, but must not be considered therapeutic advice. Abrupt changes in one's psychiatric medications can trigger profound cognitive, emotional, and physical symptoms, including suicidal thoughts and actions. Consequently, pharmaceutical agents should not be increased or decreased without supervision by a mental health clinician.

    • ON THE OTHER HAND, your brain belongs to you, and your opinion counts. If you decide that changing your medication regimen will serve your best interest, then I believe your providers have an obligation to help you try to achieve your goals. I want everyone to be educated about their options, and do what will be most helpful for themselves. No one should feel pushed around by dogmatic and/or limited viewpoints, whether those of psychiatrists, anti-psychiatry advocates, or myself.


Where Do We Want to Live Our Lives?

On a comment left at Storied Mind, a great blog and depression resource created by John Folk-Williams, I mused about whether or not depression is an illness.  (A recent post on this site covered the same question from a different angle.) What follows connects my reply to John’s essay with Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT), which WillSpirit readers have heard me discuss many times before.

John focuses on ACT in his essay and only mentions the illness question in passing. The issue comes up because the ACT view of mental symptoms contradicts the biological disease paradigm of conventional psychiatry.

ACT is based on behaviorism, a philosophy that dominated psychological study in America for much of the early and mid-twentieth century. By the 1980′s behaviorism had been supplanted by cognitive science, a movement that was driven by neurobiology’s computational model of the brain. Behaviorism suffered intense criticism after falling from grace.

The backlash was so thorough and effective that when I first learned that ACT is a behaviorist approach, I assumed it succeeded despite that heritage and not because of it. Behaviorism has a reputation for being overly mechanistic and dehumanizing. The common caricature is that it rejects the importance of mental life and views people as automatons who don’t choose their actions but only react to environmental contingencies.

In his 1974 book, About Behaviorism, B.F. Skinner (the most prominent leader of the movement) defended his views. The text more often assumes than establishes the basic foundations of its philosophy; it insists that  inner life is a consequence rather than a cause of a person’s interaction with his or her environment but doesn’t provide much supportive evidence (although subsequent research has bolstered such assertion). So the book isn’t terribly effective as a counterattack. But it does demonstrate that Skinner looked at human behavior with an admirably practical eye.

In managing depression and other psychiatric symptoms, it is this practicality that makes a behaviorist approach effective. CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy) has trained many of us to challenge negativity. But thoughts arise rapidly and seldom cooperate with attempts at control. Positive thinking is a great concept, but every uplifting thought is dogged by its counterargument. The affirmation, “I’m a good person” seldom can escape whispering rebuttals like, “but remember the time you…”

I don’t deny the helpfulness of monitoring thoughts to weed out inaccuracies and unfair self-criticism. But CBT assumes that feeling is a result of thinking, and that we can feel better if we think better; both these premises are questionable. Thinking and feeling are internal processes that mutually interact and respond to environmental input; thinking isn’t the sole determinant of how we feel. And we all know from experience that positive thinking by itself never resolves a deeply entrenched depression.

But the real problem with CBT, and most other therapies, is precisely that they teach us to focus on thoughts and feelings as we battle mental difficulty. If we are stuck in a deep funk and spending our days in bed, we are taught that if we adjust how we view our childhood, or how we think about our current situation, we will soon feel better. Having established a sunnier inner landscape, we’ll want to get up and live our lives again. Sadly, most of the time the sun simply refuses to shine no matter how much we rethink our past or challenge our negativity.

Skinner would reply that our staying in bed results from learning, not from thinking or feeling. Something in our environment has taught us that lying down pays off. Maybe we get sympathy. Maybe we avoid facing stress. There is a reward that sustains the behavior despite the fact that it undermines our progress in life.

The answer to depression isn’t to wait for our inner state to improve while we do little to alter externals. Rather, we should act on the outer world, which will provide new consequences and teach us better behavior. If I attend a community picnic when depressed, two benefits accrue: I interact with others and so increase my social connections, and I spend some time outdoors. These positive outcomes, especially if repeated a few times, will teach me to adopt similar outgoing behavior in the future. Waiting for the depression to lift before attending such an event would win me neither more friends nor contact with nature. My future behavior would be unlikely to change.

Which finally brings me to the substance of my comment on Storied Mind and the question of whether depression is an illness. Here is an excerpt:

…whether depression is an illness or not [is] a semantic question, and it can have different answers depending on one’s stage in dealing with the problem. If ‘illness’ means a condition that feels unpleasant and limits life, then yes, depression can be (and usually starts out as) an illness. But if it means a definable brain disease that can be treated with specific medications, one can only say that at this point there is little evidence to support that view. I’ve followed this research for years and have yet to see any findings that solidly (or even plausibly) demonstrate organic pathology. For every suggestive piece of evidence one can find powerful refuting arguments.

Although the disease concept helps relieve us of shame and so can be helpful early on, eventually we want more than escape from blame. We want better living. ACT offers an approach to achieving that…  what works is living life with purpose without so much emphasis on how [we] feel or what [we] think…

I no longer react reflexively out of fear, anxiety, insecurity, or negative self-talk. As I’ve begun to live a richer life despite my frequent feelings of sadness, regret, and fear, I’ve started to see that the ‘illness’ concept no longer serves me as it did earlier…

I would add, in light of the behaviorist perspective, that if the answer to depression lies in interacting differently with the environment, then it seems unlikely that the problem resides in the brain. Instead the difficulty is, and has always been, a consequence of the world around us and how it’s taught us to respond to circumstances. This is a radical concept when compared with the traditional view on mental distress. It takes the problem out of the realm of thoughts and feelings and places it in the real world. And isn’t that where we want to live our lives?

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Stopping Medication and Wondering What’s Next

Photo of tree and bruised sky.
Five days ago I quit Cymbalta. Because of some its side effects, periodically I stop it for two days. This time it ended up being three, and after that I just could not bring myself to restart it. Today, day five, passed with little problem. I feel a bit nauseous, kinda sweaty, and I am not sleeping well at all. I have a familiar aching dread in my chest, and a sinking feeling in my gut, as I always get with depression. But I am not depressed. My body feels all the awful stuff, but my mind is staying pretty upbeat, or at least neutral. I am prepared for a rough few weeks coming up. Don’t be surprised if I give up and start the drug again. Somehow, however, I think this might work. My attitude has shifted. That last post really cemented my developing philosophy of accepting and even savoring my ‘negative’ moods. So they don’t scare me as much. So I can tolerate the feelings better. So maybe I’ll succeed.

Wish me luck. I’ll probably need it.

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The Mental Ecology of Will & Spirit

Continuing from where we left off last time…

Sometimes the will needs to step in and help the spirit. My spirits have been low today, and I am using thought to give them a pep talk. It is easy to fall into the trap of believing the spirit is smarter than the mind: more wise, more able to see what is really important in life. But because the spirit is not analytical and does not deal well with the concepts of  ’past’ and ‘future’, it can get overwhelmed by feelings in the present. I find it vital to prevent my will from sinking downward with the spirit when things start feeling bleak. Otherwise I have part of me suffering from negative emotions, and another part thinking about how bad things are. They feed off each other and spiral quickly into a dark place.

Instead, if I can keep the will, (i.e., the verbal mind), working hard to resist the pressure of darkness, it can help my spirit heal. After all, the spirit is tender and vulnerable. It needs the will to protect it. The will can be the strong partner at these times, holding the spirit’s hand (so to speak), helping it get past the pain. I like to look at the two as marriage partners, who work best when they play to each other’s strengths and work together toward health.

There is a complicated ecology in the mind. Similar to the biological ecology that surrounds us, the mind has distinct components that are partly but not completely separate from one another. There is constant interplay and resource cycling. Thoughts affect feelings, and vice versa. The goal as I see it is to become a good steward to this system. Like a diligent gardener, I try to spot the weeds of sadness and negativity, keep the soil fertilized with good thoughts and positive feelings, and water well with creative ways of seeing things.

Does any of this make sense to anyone else? Do others pay attention to the different aspects of their own mind, and tend the interactions? I’d be interested to hear another’s thoughts.

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